Chapter 1453: Stay Away From Me

can't live with Joe. I can't spend my whole life as a third party." 。I also have my own children, this will make them unable to hold their heads high for the rest of their lives, and it will leave me...Joe Shunchen's love was too sensitive here with Qin Jingwen, especially when it came out of Joe Shunchen's mouth. Qin Jingwen listened and found it particularly jarring. 。"Don't say that, don't lie. You never loved me, everything we had was fake, it was all an act you put on to get revenge on me." 。" Qiao Shunchen, don't speak lightly of the word "love," you don't deserve it. 。Every word Qin Jingwen said was what Qiao Shunchen had told her back then. Although she was reminding him, it still reopened the wounds that hadn't fully healed yet. 。"I know I don't deserve it, but my love is true" 。Everything I said before was just talk, it wasn't really what I meant. 。 。"Wen Wen, I...""Are you kidding me Do you see how heartbroken I am Did you hear me crying until I was suffocated Did you think about me when I was so helpless and broken down I finally managed to get through all of this, and now you're telling me that you're more pained than me Would I believe that Would I"Qin Jingwen questioned Qiao Shunchen loudly. As long as he opened his mouth, Qin Jingwen could definitely point out his mistake. But looking at how much Qin Jingwen had endured and suffered... 。“Sorry, it’s all my fault” 。I admit that my approach to solving the problem was wrong. I make no excuses for my mistakes, I only ask for a chance to make amends for everything. 。 He clearly felt her pain, and it was because of her pain that Qiao Shunchen hated his own foolish actions. 。"Compensation, how can you compensate"Qin Jingwen did want to hear how Qiao Shunchen could possibly make up for all the hardships and dangers she had endured on this journey, how he could soothe her excruciating pain. 。"We're getting married, from now on you are my princess, and I will love you unconditionally..."Hearing this, Qin Jing smiled sarcastically. Tears of being ridiculed welled up in her eyes unknowingly. 。"Marriage Why get married" "Although our past is only filled with resentment, it's still a journey we shared. Resentment ends and I should move on." 。I wish you a bright future, and I hope you have a happy life with me. Isn't that wonderful 。"Qin Jingwen didn't dare to mention marriage. Having been married and divorced once, she never wanted to go through that kind of pain again. 。“No, without you I can't achieve great success. Without you, I can't live.” 。I can't reach the mountains high and the water far, nor can I speak words of blessing for you. 。Joe Shunchen, you've thrown the divorce certificate at me, how can you still say such things Are you playing games with me back and forth 。"Qin Jingwen roared with anger, thinking of her divorce certificate, her heart ached. 。"I was the one who initiated the divorce, but do you know that it was my last chance to give you It was a test to see if you loved me. " 。"You cooperated very well and quickly declined the opportunity, which also made me know whether you truly love me." 。Qin Jingwen's emotions got out of control. Before she could finish her words, she was already choked with sobs. 。A red notebook, a small photograph, and a government seal completely shattered Qin Jingwen's fantasies about Qiao Shunchen. 。"You've rejected everything, given up on every opportunity. So please, stay away from me, as far away as possible." 。"For you, I broke my own principles and bottom lines, but the ending you gave me was a disappointing one. " 。I don't want to go through this anymore, and please don't treat me like an idiot and try to deceive me again. 。Qin Jingwen cried and confided, giving up her struggles even as she wept. 。 Qiao Shunchen made her afraid, making her afraid to approach. 。She no longer knew how Qiao Shunchen's love for her felt, but she clearly remembered how painful it was to be hurt by him. 。This isn't love, it's just paying back a debt. 。"The divorce certificate was indeed issued by me. Because I know that the divorce certificate represents my hope for our future, that is why I had to be cautious." 。Seeing Qin Jingwen's heartbroken and desperate tears, Qiao Shunchen became flustered as he spoke, his heart in a state of utter chaos. 。He quickened his pace, speaking faster to explain things clearly and help Qin Jingwen come out of her grief sooner. 。When we first registered our marriage, both of us were in a bad mood. You were forced into it and felt no joy, only pain. 。I didn't want you to leave with such a memory, so I went through the divorce proceedings. 。"I kept thinking about going to the mountains to find you, about apologizing and asking for your forgiveness. Then I'd bring you back and we'd remarry, with a fresh perspective." 。“ This is what Qiao Shunchen emphasized, he did it with good intentions, he didn't really want to divorce, he just didn't plan for the development that would follow. ” 。"I saw a video you posted and when I saw the bracelet I made in your hand, I was so excited. It's a feeling I've never had before, full of hope and sunshine, you know" 。Even thinking about it now, Qiao Shunchen can still feel the hope back then, a hope that invigorated him. 。I came to you with our happy future, even if the mountain roads collapsed, even if I had to walk against the wind and rain, I would hurry to see you. 。"But I saw your enthusiasm outside the classroom, your eyes filled with happiness, and even though conditions weren't good, your rosy cheeks. I was suddenly timid. " 。“All of this is Qin Jingwen's happiness, the joy he never gave.” 。Joe Shunchen had no confidence in himself, fearing he would ruin Qin Jingwen's chance to start over and regain her fighting spirit. 。"I am afraid, afraid that after taking you back, your enthusiasm will disappear, I am afraid that your eyes full of happiness will be hurt by me " 。I'm even afraid to say a word to you, I'm afraid that even a tone of voice from me could hurt you. 。"I'm really scared, after all my memory hasn't fully recovered, and after all the psychological obstacles are still tormenting me" 。" And Qiao Shunchen, unable to hold back his tears any longer, let them stream down his resolute cheeks. 。These tears are not out of self-pity, but from feeling sorry for Qin Jingwen. 。These tears are not a disguise, but a hatred of one's own cowardice. 。He hated that he understood everything too late, hated that he shouldn't have avoided therapy. 。If everything had happened earlier, if Qin Jingwen had been told everything during that trip to the village, she wouldn't have been trapped under the rubble. 。"Don't tell me these things, I don't want to hear..." 。" Qin Jingwen couldn't bear to see men cry, and she didn't want to believe Qiao Shunchen's so-called divorce certificate. She didn't want Qiao Shunchen to shake her heart. 。At this time, she chose to ignore what Qiao Shunchen said, only letting herself be filled with thorns all over her body in order to protect herself from being hurt by Qiao Shunchen. 。"Wen Wen, twenty years of hatred is like a tree with its roots firmly planted, otherwise I wouldn't have had so many suspicions when I found out you were from the Qin Lan family." 。"For over twenty years, all of you Qin family members have been my designated enemies. No matter who I meet or find, I will attack and retaliate against them." 。But I really didn't expect that my most beloved person would be a member of the Qin family. At that moment, I felt like I was struck by lightning. I couldn't even bear such a fact. 。Their story must begin at the very start, because that's when the knot in their hearts first formed. 。Joe Shunchen said these weren't excuses for himself, he just wanted to tear it all apart and put it back together so that it wouldn't affect their lives later. 。"I turned my love for you into hatred, I drove you to madness, stripping you bare, leaving you with nothing. But reality slapped me back, you were the one who saved me." 。"You saved my life, yet I destroyed everything you had. This blow has driven me to the brink." 。I dare not face you, forcing myself to close my eyes and erase the truth. 。Joe Shunchen was in pain, it still aches even when he talks about it now. That kind of back and forth torment, that choice between love and not loving, is the most agonizing and helpless thing imaginable. 。When you stand on the railing of the rooftop, I understand everything. I don't want the past, nor the future, you are the meaning of my existence. 。If you truly jumped that day, I would have followed you. 。I've also made up my mind. As long as you come down, I'll let go of everything and be with you. 。I will spend my whole life loving and spoiling you. 。"That day when you woke up at the hospital, the first person you should have seen was me. That day should have marked the end of all our misfortune." 。But the truth of my mother's death completely crushed me, shattering all my illusions. 。At this point, Qiao Shunchen's emotions were also on the verge of collapse. But Qin Jingwen's pain was deeper than his, and Qin Jingwen's experience was more tortuous than his. What face did he have to break down in front of Qin Jingwen 。The only thing he could do was to commemorate his then thunderbolt-like grief in a different way, that is, to cry even more fiercely. 。"I hate having made the wrong choice. I wasted over twenty years of my life, sacrificing my best years, but the ending turned out to be a joke. 。

But the one who pays the price for this joke is you.

"At that moment, I had to admit that I was the most foolish and pathetic person in the world. I had to admit that everything I had done was wrong." 。I am, by my very nature, a colossal blunder. An object of shame, ridicule, even pity. My thirty-plus years have been utterly shattered by this truth. 。"I..."

"Don't say it, don't say it, this has nothing to do with me"

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Qin Jingwen couldn't help but loudly stop him, she felt Qiao Shunchen's pain and she didn't want to hear it anymore. >>>。Joe Shunchen's tears flowed even more viciously into her heart, hurting her deeply. 。"Wenwen, I know I was wrong, please give me another chance. 。Joe Shunchen couldn't let things stop. He had to fight for Qin Jingwen's forgiveness. 。To get her forgiveness, he must make a sincere apology and show Qin Jingwen his determination to make amends. 。"Wenwen, I'm sorry " 。" Jo Shunchen, a grown man, suddenly knelt before Qin Jingwen " 。unceasing apologies, constant pleas for forgiveness 。"I'm so sorry. Really sorry." 。"Give me one last chance, if I don't do well..." "Get up, what are you doing" 。You Jo family need to kneel down and apologize Do you know this is moral kidnapping 。" Qin Jingwen was scared by Qiao Shunchen again. She had been kneeling several times recently, but this time was definitely the most painful one for her. " 。"We are not moral kidnapping, we did the wrong thing that we had to kneel down for." 。Unless one truly repents, unless one has done something that crosses the line, who would kneel down and apologize 。Wrongdoing also has its limits, and Qiao Shunchen, and even the entire Qiao family, have done things that cross those lines. 。"Get up, I don't accept... " 。Do you think that's all it takes Do you think that's enough for me to forgive you 。"Get up and listen to me. " 。Qin Jingwen didn't accept Qiao Shunchen's apology, nor did she accept anything he said. 。He would rather believe that Qiao Shunchen was lying than have his heart swayed. 。 His kneel brought chaos to her heart, and his kneel unleashed a torrent of tears. 。"You can choose not to forgive me, you can choose to hate me for life, but please give me a chance, give me an opportunity to redeem myself." 。" Qiao Shunchen didn't get up, he just repeatedly begged " 。He wanted a chance to stay by Qin Jingwen's side, even if he was hated for a lifetime, he wanted to be by her side. 。Here is the translation:alyzed the pros and cons, she was still worried. But she couldn't persuade Chu Yang either.She knew Chu Yang well. In private matters, she was unrestrained, but in public affairs, once he made a deci...