Chapter 431: Reflection

d >>> 。But it might be better without Qin Jingwen. 。"Dani is sick today and didn't come to work, I came over to see her" 。“ Song Xinzhe was explaining the reason for his arrival, not because he was...Qin Jingwen apologized angrily, but after she finished

She still bypassed Qiao Shunchen and walked straight to the bus stop. 。"Wenwen, please listen to my explanation, alright" Joe Shunchen once again grabbed Qin Jingwen's hand. Listening to Qin Jingwen's words, he felt like he was too selfish, only caring about his own thoughts and ignoring the pain in Qin Jingwen's heart. 。"What's there to explain" 。< Qiao Shunchen, you are a smart person, but don't take me for a fool. > 。You know your own capabilities best. Even if everyone in the hot pot restaurant is filming videos, you can still silence the rumors and gossip. 。So your explanation is not a reason at all. 。"Luo Zhenghao's words, we both heard them. He asked her to apologize, but has she said anything about apologizing to me"Qin Jingwen questioned Qiao Shunchen, her emotions somewhat out of control. Her words left Qiao Shunchen speechless. 。"Wenwen, she already apologized to you at the hospital that day. I..." Qiao Shunchen tried to salvage the situation, but he found himself utterly inept at this moment. 。"Is that an apology then Didn't you hear the recording they made in your office" 。That's because he's afraid I'll expose him, afraid that if I tell you the truth he'll have to apologize. 。Joe Shun-Chen that wasn't an apology, that was being manipulative, that was scheming against me. 。"Ye Wen owes me an apology. She's hurt me more than just this one thing, and I think you understand that better than anyone. You just can't bear to see her embarrassed, but you have no qualms about hurting me." 。“Qin Jingwen angrily bit her lip, she couldn't believe Qiao Shuncheng's explanation no matter what, and she never expected Qiao Shuncheng to think that kind of apology was a sincere repentance. ” 。It seems like she only holds a superficial position in Qiao Shunchen's heart, something he just casually mentions. 。"I'm not qualified to interfere with your love life, but please think carefully about who you really care about. If you don't like someone, let go as soon as possible and don't play with other people's feelings. " 。"

Qin Jingwen said with a heartbroken expression, then she shook off Qiao Shunchen's hand and quickly left. " 。 Qiao Shunchen looked at Qin Jingwen's back, with a face full of heartache and remorse. 。Today's incident, he really didn't handle it well. 。For Ye Wen, he felt pity, but not because he still had feelings for her. It was because he feared that Ye Wen really was the person who had saved him. 。If one day he recovered his memory, and if Ye Wen was really the person who saved him, he might regret treating his savior so cruelly. 。Qin Jingwen got on the bus, Qiao Shunchen was worried and kept driving behind her. 。Qin Jingwen didn't go home or to Tang Danni's place, but instead changed cars and drove to the beach. 。She found a place to sit down, gazing at the vast ocean and feeling the cool sea breeze. Finally, her anger began to subside. 。She wished her heart were as vast as the ocean, able to accommodate any degree of discontent and grievance. 。It's a pity she was just an ordinary person, unable to accept the fickleness of her beloved. She couldn't control her emotions, couldn't bear the heartache, and couldn't swallow the bitterness all by herself. 。Qin Jingwen thought she still couldn't see how many secrets Qiao Shunchen had, but she could be sure that Qiao Shunchen didn't love her. At most, he just liked 。There is a big difference between liking someone and loving someone. 。Liking someone is a sudden impulse, it always fades after the novelty wears off. 。And loving someone is for a lifetime, even if you can't be together, you will also protect her safety and well-being for life. 。Obviously, Qiao Shunchen's behavior does not conform to the second kind of 。If a man doesn't love himself, and if you don't have any hope for him, why would you expect him to do anything for you Why get angry or upset 。Qin Jingwen told herself that it wasn't Qiao Shunchen's fault, because he had his own ideas and a set of standards by which he measured things. 。It wasn't Ye Wen who was wrong. Ye Wen still loved Qiao Shunchen, and there was nothing wrong with striving for what she loved. 。It was her own fault. She had put herself in the wrong place, yearning for things she shouldn't have yearned for, and coveting people she shouldn't have coveted. 。Yes, it was my fault. Don't ask others to pay for my mistakes anymore. 。Don't get angry because of other people's indifference. 。In this world, besides parents, no one has the obligation to be good to themselves, and no one will unconditionally give for themselves. 。Qin Jingwen looked at the endless sea. Although her mood was still bitter, it wasn't so painful anymore. 。 。I sat on the beach for a long time, until the sea breeze stopped, the sun went home, and the streetlights came on. The whole sea seemed to fall asleep. 。It was time for her to go home, back to her lonely and miserable life. It was time for her to control her emotions and not waste her energy competing with people who didn't care about her. 。Qin Jingwen still took the bus and didn't go home directly. Instead, she went to the company to pick up her car before driving home. 。Joe Shunchen had also been silently following Qin Jingwen, never disturbing her, until she took the elevator home. Only then did Joe Shunchen feel relieved. 。Today their relationship was a little more relaxed, but it turned cold again because of Ye Wen's appearance. 。No, it's not your fault. 。He himself did not handle the relationships well. 。It's no wonder Qin Jingwen wasn't at fault; every word she spoke made sense, leaving him speechless and unable to offer an explanation. 。The next day, Qiao Shunchen came to work early, thinking that Qin Jingwen would have cooled down and apologize to him today. But after waiting for a long time, Qin Jingwen still didn't come to work. 。 Qiao Shunchen couldn't help but ask the secretary, and only then did he know that Qin Jingwen was absent from work because she was unwell. 。 Qiao Shunchen immediately called Qin Jingwen. 。Qin Jingwen was probably blown by the sea wind for too long. She started to have a fever last night and came to the hospital, where she is now receiving an intravenous drip. 。"Aunt, I'm fine, you should go home first." 。“ Qin Jingwen's fever has subsided. She wants to go back to work after getting the shot.” 。"You don't have to worry about me, both children are already sent to school by Jing Yi. I have nothing to do when I go back." 。Just get your shots with peace of mind. 。" Aunt's face was full of worry, wanting to nag a few words but because Qin Jing's face was pale and unwell, she didn't say anything. " 。You came to keep me company in the middle of the night, you didn't get much rest. Go home and take a nap. 。After I finish getting the shot, I'll go to work. 。Yesterday's events, Qin Jingwen did not tell her aunt. 。One is afraid of worrying the aunt, and the other thinks it is unnecessary to say. 。Since Qiao Shunchen didn't care about it, why should she bother more people 。"Just like that, you go to work Dressed so casually, not even washing your face or putting on makeup" 。Let's go back together. 。Qin Lan wasn't comfortable leaving Qin Jingwen alone, she felt it was too lonely for her. 。There are so many men who like Wenwen, especially Qiao Shunchen. 。When Winnie was sick, none of them appeared, it really does make one's heart ache. 。"Oh, I forgot that I came out in the middle of the night" 。As Qin Jingwen finished speaking, her phone rang. Picking it up, she saw that it was Qiao Shunchen calling, and her heart immediately fluttered. 。She glanced at her aunt, then picked it up. 。The phone rang, and before Qin Jingwen could even speak, Qiao Shunchen eagerly asked. 。"Are you feeling unwell Are you sick" "It's nothing, just a bit dizzy..." 。Now I feel much better, I'll go to work in a while. 。Regarding her own condition, Qin Jing described it lightly. 。< Because no matter how bad it is, nobody feels sorry for you. It's better not to say anything so as not to be miserable > 。"Don't come to work, just stay home and rest." 。Are you home I'll come see you. 。"

Jo Shun-chen was still very worried, after all, he hadn't seen Qin Jingwen in person. He could only judge the severity of her illness from her voice " 。"Don't come here, Auntie is at home" 。Let's talk about it at the company later. 。Qin Jingwen hung up the phone after finishing her words, and then switched her phone to silent mode. 。To prevent Qiao Shunchen from coming and affecting Auntie. 。"Qiao Shunchen" Qin Lan asked. 。"Well " 。"Why don't you tell her you're in the hospital" Qin Lan continued to ask. 。Tell him what use he is, that he can't replace me lying in bed 。" Qin Jingwen answered very crisply. If possible, she didn't want her aunt to know "。One more person means one more thing to worry about, and besides, Qiao Shunchen is most likely just saying he cares about her, not truly meaning it. It's pointless. 。"Wenwen, you're not doing this right. " 。"Can you spend your whole life asking for nothing by his side Is that how you plan to live your whole life" "Leave him. Don't waste your whole life on him." 。" Qin Lan seized the opportunity to say a few more words. She couldn't bear to see Qin Jingwen become like herself, loving only one man for her entire life and wasting her happiness for him. " 。"Auntie, I'm only staying with him now for the children." 。I won't waste my whole life on him. 。When the child is older, I will leave him. 。"Auntie, don't worry about me, I will live well." 。"

Qin Jingwen reassured her aunt time and time again, but leaving Qiao Shunchen was truly a painful thing. " 。She couldn't see through her own heart either. Knowing that Qiao Shun didn't have a place for her in his heart, why did she still love him so deeply Why didn't she pull her heart out of the mire 。Falling in love with someone is truly like stepping into a quagmire. The more you struggle, the deeper you sink, until the heart that loves him suffocates to death. 。After Qin Jingwen returned home after getting an IV at the hospital, she tidied herself up simply, put on some makeup, and her complexion looked a little better. 。After having a bowl of porridge cooked by my aunt, I went to work. 。Before she could even put her bag down, Chen Shu came looking for her to discuss work. 。I've been looking forward to Qiao Shunchen coming to the office to see me, but he hasn't come. 。 Qiao Shunchen was in his office, however, there was another person in the office, Ye Wen. 。Ye Wen came over to apologize for yesterday's incident. 。"I'm really sorry about what happened yesterday, is Wenwen angry Maybe I should go apologize to her." 。"She's not at the company right now, so there's no need to apologize." 。At this time, Qiao Shunchen didn't know that Qin Jingwen had already come to work at the company. 。"Shunchen, I will try my best to avoid these things from happening in the future." 。If we met in public, I wouldn't even say hello to you, otherwise Wenwen would overthink things again. 。“ She said she felt helpless, like she had a lot of grievances to vent. 。Such a Ye Wen made Qiao Shunchen think of the first Ye Wen he had met. 。No matter what, always be careful. 。It has nothing to do with you 。Joseph was talking while looking at the time, waiting for Qin Jingwen to come to work. 。"But I still feel guilty 。"Sun Chen, it's lunchtime. Let's have a meal together. Consider this an apology for the inconvenience." 。Ye Wen seized the opportunity to spend more time with Qiao Shunchen. 。"I have a client meeting at noon, it's inconvenient to go out and you don't need to apologize." 。" Qiao Shunchen refused. If he had been this direct yesterday, Qin Jingwen wouldn't have been hurt. " 。this time, Qiao Yu quickly got up and helped Joe Xiang leave 。A moment of silence fell over the table. 。In a moment, Qiao Bin had to break the silence. 。"We continued to eat. The old man is getting up...