Part Two *East Earth's Big Sugar* Chapter 62: Fainting

y 。She replied softly, her tone finally easing slightly. 。The mother and daughter chatted in short bursts for a while, before the mother fell asleep without realizing it. The daughter couldn't sleep,..."Mom, the reason why I was able to complete this mission so smoothly this time is because Gu Ruandong helped me along the way. Otherwise, with just me alone, I might not have been able to solve it. " 。Returning to the northwest was my own decision. I feel like I need a few more years of training. 。Yes, he is as Gu Ruandong said, not innocent. 。He wanted too much, even to the point of disregarding morality and his career. 。This is very dangerous, like standing on the edge of a cliff and almost taking a step into the void. Gu Ruandong's warning made him pull back from the brink, his remaining sanity slowly recovering. The only safe option was to flee. 。It's not that Gu Ruandong wouldn't let him return to Beijing, but rather his own choice. 。Her mother trembled with anger: "You've gone completely mad for a woman!" 。

If you miss this opportunity, it will be hard to come back.

"Song Jingye understood that he had let down his family's painstaking efforts, so he comforted them: “With your son’s abilities, if he wants to come back, he can come back anytime.” 。He still went back to the northwest. Before leaving, he sent Lu YaoYao his last WeChat message: "YaoYao, going back to the northwest is my own decision." 。He hoped her life wouldn't be affected by him, and that she could still live a bright and cheerful life. 。However, after sending it, it showed that the recipient was not a friend and needed verification. This made him feel bitter. But this is for the best, there shouldn't have been any interaction in the first place. 。So Lu Yao yao probably found out about a week later, because the nanny let it slip that Song Jingye had gone back to the northwest. 。She felt guilty but helpless. 。Sometimes she felt that after being with Gu Ruandong, her life seemed filled with negative energy. Anyone related to her didn't seem to have a good ending. 。It's not that I don't love you anymore, it's just that I've started to feel like it's not right. 。She was so startled by her own idea that she couldn't sleep at night and felt listless for days. 。Every day, with dark circles under her eyes, she sits at the table and has breakfast with her grandfather, completely losing the glamour of a female star. 。The old man sat opposite her, glanced at her, and said: "Had a fight with Gu Ruandong"

The old man was now recovered very well except for the sequelae of hand-foot incoordination. His spirit was clear and bright, he saw everything in his eyes. 。"Had a fight with Gu Ruandong" "Hmm" 。"The old man put down the spoon in his trembling hand and said, “A quarrel isn't always a bad thing.” 。But after the argument, you need to be clear about the root of the problem, face it, and solve it, otherwise the argument was for nothing. 。"Grandpa, I feel like I'm a terrible person. " 。She was certain she loved Gu Ruantong, but she also felt deeply that they weren't a good match. 。She rarely told others about her negative emotions, but because she trusted her grandfather enough and felt overwhelmed, needing to vent, she poured out all her feelings to him. 。"I know you all don't blame me, but I just can't get over this hurdle in my heart. If I hadn't married him back then, wouldn't all of this have happened You and your uncle wouldn't be in danger, my father and Lu Kuò wouldn't be so hard-pressed, and Song Jingye wouldn't have to go back to the Northwest..." 。It feels like nothing good has happened since we've been together. 。Grandpa, I know this might upset him, but I can't help these thoughts. 。"

She finally spoke these words, and felt much better inside." 。The elder: "Then leave it to time to prove right and wrong. Just focus on being your best self in the present." 。The doubts and confusions she had were precisely what the old man had expected, and also the reason why he had opposed her marriage to Gu Ruandong in the first place. 。

She used to be too confident, thinking that the Lu family could protect her for a lifetime. But after this illness, she realized that the Lu family couldn't protect her forever. In the end, she had to navigate the world on her own. 。。The grandfather and grandson were so engrossed in their conversation at the restaurant that they didn't notice the nanny's frequent eye signals. 。The nanny panicked and blurted out, "Yaoyao, Mr. Gu is here" 。Actually, Gu Ruan Dong had been there for a while, stopping the nanny from making a sound. He listened to everything Yao Yao had just said word for word. 。At this moment, the nanny spoke up, and only then did Yaoyao and the old man turn to look at the doorway. 。The old man was fine, smiling and calling out: “Come have breakfast.” 。Lu Yaoyao, on the other hand, lowered her head sheepishly. What she had just said was to her grandfather, without any discretion. Her emotions were running high, and some parts of her speech were even exaggerated. 。This must hurt him, right

Thinking about it, she didn't even have the courage to look at him. 。

As soon as Gu Ruandong came in, he sat beside her. His clothes carried a chill from the outside, and Lu Yaoyao couldn't help but move away slightly. 。After Grandpa finished his meal, he left the restaurant with the help of the nanny. Now there were only two people left in the restaurant. 。Lu Yaoyao felt it was necessary to explain, otherwise it would be a little embarrassing. 。Before he could speak, Gu Ruandong spoke first: "You are indeed quite a jerk." 。He didn't even glance at her, slowly eating the breakfast in front of him. 。Lu Yao Yao forgot the argument in the video earlier, and also forgot the cold war between them. At this time, there was only guilt left. Did he hear her from the first word“Now you realize we’re not a good match It's too late, even if we’re not suitable, we have to stick together” 。Gu Ruandong was a master at getting to people's hearts. He didn't give away any hint of what he thought about her words. 。This attitude left Lu Yaoyao bewildered, even making her feel more guilty and uneasy. If she were in another position, hearing Gu Ruandong say these things, she was afraid she would demand a divorce on the spot. 。She shoved the plate of food in front of him and, with pathetic subservience, said, "Eat more." 。Gu Ruandong didn't speak, only after finishing his meal, he got up: "I'm going to see grandpa." 。Lu YaoYao originally wanted to explain, but what could she explain Those words just now were her true thoughts. 。

Never mind, never mind, that's it. 。He went to see his grandfather, while she returned to her room to hide for a bit. 。Gu Ruandong, who was walking ahead, suddenly turned back: "Aren't you coming with me"She saw that he was silently punishing her, making her feel guilty and scared. He was really cunning. 。

"I'm not going" 。She just wants to slip back to her room and not see him. 。"Alright, I'll go see grandpa later." 。He turned around and walked back to her room with her. 。When they were alone in her room, he finally spoke slowly, "You're pretty self-aware, knowing you're such a jerk" That's when she saw a hint of emotion in him. 。She admits that, before marriage, she was a lovesick brain. She got married impulsively without thinking it through. 。Once all the problems were exposed after they got married, she was a bit dumbfounded. 。"So, are you going to start a relationship and then abandon it" Lu Yaoyao was choked, this charge was a bit heavy, she quickly waved her hand No, no... 。Gu Ruandong had gotten close to her, bringing a heavy sense of pressure. Her legs went weak, and she sat down by the bed. 。How did she become the weaker partythere with flushed cheeks, listening to the sound of water. Her heart was still beating wildly as it had been just moments ago. She had to admit that no matter how emotionally resistant she was to him...